The Exquisite Torment of Loving Your Enemy by Brigitte Knightley
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    The Exquisite Torment of Loving Your Enemy

    by Brigitte Knightley

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    Witty, steamy, and swoony—an assassin and a healer discover love is the most dangerous magic of all.

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    Synopsis

    Osric is a member of the Fyren Order, a guild of assassins who gleefully murder for money. Aurienne is a Haelan, a scholar-healer whose Order’s motto is Harm to none. Clear-cut absolutes separate them: good and bad, right and wrong, light and dark . . .

    Until they don’t.

    When Osric first bribed Aurienne to heal him, he never imagined those lines would begin to blur. But every healing session draws them closer together. He finds himself developing unwanted feelings for Aurienne as her capable hands heal his body—and his heart.

    Aurienne’s perfect life has been flung into chaos in the form of a devastatingly handsome assassin. She should be in her research lab, not illicitly healing a Fyren every full moon—nor wrestling an attraction to him that threatens to slip into something else.

    Things go superbly sideways when Osric and Aurienne discover more about the deadly Pox deliberately unleashed through the Tīendoms. The plague may be the work of another Order—an Order far nastier than either of them can handle.

    As the lines between Osric and Aurienne continue to blur, the balance between peace and war, and love and hate, trembles, shifts, and hinges on a heartbeat.

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    This book contains scenes depicting graphic violence.

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    The Exquisite Torment of Loving Your Enemy

    1

    Qui Dit Aimer Dit Souffrir

    Osric

    Tall and stark stood the fortress of Swanstone. Its steep battlements, overtopped with moss and seaside centaury, tumbled towards the shore. Beyond the ramparts shivered an agitated sea. White waves crested like knife-cuts before collapsing into black water. The tide was rising.

    Outside the tallest window of the tallest tower sat Osric Mordaunt. Bastard by birth, Fyren by profession, scoundrel by inclination.

    Inside the tallest window of the tallest tower sat Aurienne Fairhrim. Respected Haelan, preeminent scholar, and champion of moral good.

    Once upon a time, Osric had regarded Fairhrim as purely functional, as a Means to an End whose sole merit was that she was the only one who could heal his disease. He had considered her haughty and cold, insufferably high-handed, and—most damning of all—pretty at best.

    He had thought he hated her.

    He had been wrong. He had been wrong about many things.

    Fairhrim asked, “Is something the matter?”

    Osric shook his head, but it was a lie. Something was the matter. He was falling for her. Thrilling. Sickening. He held the truth unspoken. He tasted it on his tongue.

    The sun rose like a lover, languid and sublime, and ambered the sea. On the windowsill between Osric and Fairhrim sat a row of glass cloches covering medicinal plants and rare orchids. The orchids caught the dawn on petals of apricot and white. The shadows that protected Osric from detection by patrolling Wardens shrank.

    Fairhrim—always the sensible one, Fairhrim—said, “Shouldn’t you be going?”

    Osric said, “I ought to. I’ll send my deofol to you in a few days to make arrangements for the Færwundor.”

    “Thank you, again, for everything.” Fairhrim lifted a cloche and picked a bloom from one of the orchids. “Take this.”

    He asked, “Why?”

    She said, “You’re an appreciator of beautiful things.”

    She gave him the flower. He contrived to brush his fingers against hers as he took it.

    Home he floated.

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